I got myself into this mess. I did get a little help my friends to help get me started and get me hooked. After that I just put it gear, hit the cruise control and picked up one trigger after other trigger along the way. Now my life is a web of triggers so many I can�t keep track of them. How am I ever going to get myself out of this mess? I try to keep quit but I get broadsided time and time again. My will is tested, re-tested and re-tested.
The beginning days I am most vulnerable and the attacks are relentless. Here have one, go ahead and have one, no please go ahead and have one, for me please! To stay quit, I immediately pry myself from the situation and applied a coping tool. I tackle each obstacle head on, and focus on defeating it individually. I don�t look ahead for the next one to happen; I know it will be waiting for me. I am only concerned about getting over the immediate obstacle, the one that is presently in my face.
It is a journey that we do, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. And then one day, one day there you be, smoke free and independent. Believe in yourself.
