Well I am very proud to say that I am on day 16 of my quit. However...I still do not feel like myself. I currently feel as if I have no motivation. I just want to sleep all the time and isolate myself from everything.
I am fully aware that my body is going through a major healing process in addition to a HUGE metal battle that is going on in my head.
So I guess what I am really wondering is what exactly is normal anyway??? I know who I used to be when smoking was such a part of my life, but now maybe I am not so sure.
How long does it really take to get over the depression and feeling the need to isolate yourself from you routine to avoid certain triggers???
I guess I am just feeling a little confused and maybe a bit sad today. Not really sure why...but all I wanted to do was sleep today. When Monday came around I really thought I was going to throw myself into my work, but that didn't happen. I guess I have been avoiding that too, incase sudden stress came as a result of that. I just don't know how much longer I can "HIDE OUT".
I feel like such a mess, I just don't know when I will feel normal again, and honestly if I even know what that is??? Really today was a good day�I just can�t wait for some sort of motivation to come over me, so I can start to get back on track.
Any ideas?
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 9/10/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 16
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 336
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $88
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 14 [B]Seconds:[/B] 54
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Quit Meter
$42,549.94
Amount Saved
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Days: 624
Hours: 3
Minutes: 24
Seconds: 10
Life Gained
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5721
Smoke Free Days
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143,025
Cigarettes Not Smoked
