THE SAME THING IS HAPPENING TO ME!! I WENT OUT SATURDAY NIGHT WITH TWO OF MY FRIENDS. ONE IS AN EX-SMOKER LIKE ME AND THE OTHER ONE NEVER SMOKED. WE WERE IN A SMOKE FREE BAR. MAYBE IT WAS BECAUSE I HAD A COUPLE OF BEERS, BUT I DID A REALLY STUPID THING. WHEN I WENT TO THE BATHROOM, I ASKED A WOMAN WHO WAS IN THERE IF SHE HAD A CIGARETTE. THANK GOD SHE DIDNT SMOKE!! I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY DID THAT!! IF SHE HAD BEEN A SMOKER, I MIGHT HAVE A PACK OF CIGARETTES TODAY AND HATING MYSELF FOR IT. I WAS IN THAT (I JUST WANT ONE) MOOD. I DID THAT LAST TIME I QUIT AND THAT JUST ONE A DAY WAS ONLY GOOD FOR A LITTLE WHILE. BEFORE I KNEW IT I WAS BACK FULL FORCE. I AM DEFINATELY WEAKER WHEN I DRINK, BUT IN GENERAL I AM JUST GOING THRU A HARD TIME. I STILL MISS SMOKING AND I SHOULD. I SMOKED SINCE I WAS 12 AND I AM 50 NOW. I DONT REMEMBER LIFE WITHOUT A CIGARETTE. AND I FEEL LIKE I AM MORE ADDICTED THEN A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE, MAYBE YOU ARE TOO. I GUESS THAT MEANS WE HAVE TO WORK HARDER AT IT. BUT TIME WILL MAKE IT BETTER. TIME ALREADY HAS MADE IT BETTER, WE JUST DONT REALIZE IT SOMETIMES. HANG IN THERE AND I WILL TOO.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/19/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 194
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,919
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $776
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 21 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 32 [B]Seconds:[/B] 47
