I didn't use Zyban and I didn't actually cry, but I battled depression something terrible. It took me about 3 months to get through it. I lost enthusiasm for just about everything and my posts were pretty whiney and depressing, but posting helped. Part of the reason that I don't smoke now or let myself "cheat" is because I fear going through that again and my post are constant reminders of what that was like. You should probably talk to your doc, the meds may not agree with you or the dose may be wrong. But it sounds to me like you need to be honest with yourself and everyone else about the way you feel. Don't feel bad about it, this is tough for some of us. The emotional reaction to quitting was totally unexpected for me and if I hadn't seen that others had gotten through it, I don't think that I could have kept going. Reward yourself and post how you feel, do it OFTEN. You may want to start a journal if it feels to strange to talk to others about it. It's important that you get your feeling OUT. Why, I don't know but it does seem to help. Do little things for yourself, expect less from yourself in other areas of your life, and let others know that this is tough for you. It's OK to ask for help and forgiveness. Hang in there, it will pass. I promise.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 189
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,699
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1323
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 18 [B]Hrs:[/B] 12 [B]Mins:[/B] 9 [B]Seconds:[/B] 31
