Hi ALL
I Had a few troubling days!!
The worst was the day when i had 4 hours of constant mindtalk thought i was going crazy-really felt like crawling out of my skin.
It was so bad i went to Doc who gave me a nightsedation--i woke up and it felt a bit better. IAM STILL SMOKEFREE!!
Thank God--I told Doc of my self-harm idea--about cutting myself on my little finger (like cut it off sort off :( ) To have pain somewhere else, A real pain sort of!!
I know this sounds crazy--i have NEVER had these feelings before,, Its really stupid,, I am almost embarrassed of even thinking in those lines.. But, today, I can assure you that is gone--after the sleep a woke up and could focus a bit better on the situation..
I do not know why i am craving still (not all the time) but on daily basis and then this one that was so bad i thought i was going crazy??
However, I talked to a lady who is intrested in naturopathy like herbs and staff--she said something about my pancreas--that that one could be the cause of my still very strong craving?? Do anyone heard about this??
I thought after 48hours sort of its all mental not physical?/
ann
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/6/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 22
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,008
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $349.8
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 1 [B]Mins:[/B] 39 [B]Seconds:[/B] 37