You know, I know that this is going to seem like i'm off my rocker to many of you, and I know that quite a few of you already thought I was off my rocker, but I do hope that some of ya can take what i have to say and feel a little better about yourselves.
I am on Weight Watchers, and i am overweight. I have diabetes that was caused by genetics mostly, but also years of abusing my body with fast food, sugar, and smoking... combined with the fact that i've birthed five babies, and that's very hard on a body - especially when it's not really overly healthy, and diabetic to begin with.
I struggled for a very very long time with "I'll go back to weight watchers and loose some weight before I quit smoking." ... "I'll quit smoking first, and then loose the weight." ..."Now that i've lost some weight, I don't want to gain it again by quitting smoking." Blah, blah, blah, blah.
I read somewhere that you'd have to gain a hundred pounds to damage your body as much as your smoking was damaging it. Any of you gain a hundred pounds yet?
For the 9 months that we're pregnant, we're expected to gain at least 28-33 pounds, and we're OK with that, because we'll loose it after baby is born. Or, maybe not.. but who cares really? look at the beautiful baby we've made. I sure hope some of you can see where i'm going with this.
You're also expected to gain some weight when you quit smoking. And who cares really? look at the beautiful baby we've made.
Every time you inhale nicotine, you're liver does it's "fight or flight" panic thing and releases sugar into your blood stream, which never gets burnt, so it collects around your arteries in the form of cholesterol (and all this time, you thought it was the eggs doing it.) When the sugar gets released into your blood, you loose your hunger pains and are literally feeding yourself with a cigarette. Mmmmmmm *eyebrow waggle*
That fight or flight also speeds up your metabolism. So, yeah.. you're going to gain some weight - even if you don't change your diet at all.
You know, i don't believe in excuses to eat utter crap, and/or abuse your body, and I'm not advocating that at all, but you know, some comfort food when you're in pain with withdrawals goes a long ways towards feeling better. Chocolate helps