I have not touched a smoke, so that is the good news.
The bad is that I am very very irritable; trying to keep the fuse to not burn down for me to snap and it is taking all my willpower to handle THAT one.
Then there was this weekend. I play online games to relax me (I know, some people get pleasure out of that), and I felt this "missing" feeling. There was something missing, something I was not doing, did not do. Bugged the hell out of me most of the day when it hit me like a ton of bricks. Smoking, I was missing doing the smoking thing. It was like; "OMG" realization that my mind was messing with me THAT much that i actually MISSED it. I know it is all part of the process and it will take up to 21 days from day of quit to get a new habit down to not "miss" the smoke.
But the irritability, the nervousness, the muscle twitching (tremors) are still around, like my body is still trying to heal itself from all the poison I have done over the years.
If you look at my days it is good, but I feel like I am still in hell week with the physical problems (it may be just all mental transforming itself into physical form)
Well just wanted to give ya'll an update, I am totally bugging now (but NOT wanting a smoke, that is the only good thing, NO cravings for me today).
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/6/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 14
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 289
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $63
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 36 [B]Seconds:[/B] 37