I am SO GLAD that you people are here. I tried to talk to my b.f and like usual he was non supportive and made me feel like crying. So its good to get some support.
I just realised something, everytime I quit and them relapsed, it was because i thought i was going mad, and I didnt want to go mad anymore, I wanted to be normal again, so I would go back to smoking.
For the first time, my view is changing. Now i see that if it really makes me feel that bad, do I honestly want it in my body? Its not a friend of mine if it makes me feel like that, the sooner its gone the better I will feel.
Being able to write and get it out of my system really is helping. Right now I feel paranoid, tearful, nervous, angry confrontational, just totally weirded out.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/12/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 3
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 73
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �15
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 44 [B]Seconds:[/B] 39
