I posted this elsewhere too but thought I better do it here because I am really seriously craving for some reason. This hasn't happened to me in a long time!
am soooo confused! I don't know how to feel about these posts anymore! Somehow, they are making me crave for some reason. I think because it opened up the possiblity again.
You can't ever even open the door a crack to smoking even in your fantacys!! I had a lot easier time just thinking that it isn't an option! Does anyone relate to this?
I think that is why today we are not as loving as other days! Because social smoking, slipping and reseting meters are upsetting concepts to think about, much less post about. It seems to be bringing out the stress in us.
Somebody just tell me I can't smoke and to hang on and breath in, breath out again.
Love,
Mama
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/18/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 22
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 907
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $125.4
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 40 [B]Seconds:[/B] 13
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Quit Meter
$75,254.85
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6551
Hours: 17
Minutes: 1
Seconds: 9
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45609
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
273,654
Cigarettes Not Smoked