Thanks Shevie and breakingfree for the words, thats a great idea. And your words explain it well , i do feel like things are pent up inside of me, i am border line on the verge of tears. And yet i ask myself why now, is this just anther down to go with all the ups... i am rewarding myself...and building new non smoking memories... the thing that bothers me, is that i felt so hateful today, which is really not me, i am feeling calmer this evening, I am such a worry bug, i hate not feeling ok, (OK ) i need to think some nice thoughts instead of worrying why i feel bad, lets see why i feel good. I have kicked butt for 50 days.... and i will carry on kicking butt, thanks for being there, lets all get carried away, i need a good a laugh, thanks jeanigirl..
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/9/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 50
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 662
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $237.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 27 [B]Seconds:[/B] 45