Hi, I smoked my last one this morning. I smoked more than 20 years, and it became a part of my life. I smoked in company, on my own, while working, between things, for pleasure and because of stress. Shortly: always. the last yearI recognized my addiction, I wanted stop, but very often I did not remember my decision after a couple of hours or a day.
What can I do with this kind of forgetfullness?
The last week I was cutting down to 10 cg a days, instead of a whole pack. That was already a constant concentration.
I managed not to smoke outside of my home.
This morning I had the feeling, I am on the edge - tired of counting - thus very easily could go back to the old scheme.
I do not want that.
I know it will be difficult - and I also know I will learn a lot about myself - and I have to accept my craving and my weakness. Accept and wait ... But knowing and doing is not the same in my case...
How can you act on the basis of willpower - when you do not have it yet?
The last 10 days I was also visiting this forum, and the presence of everyone gave me the courage to stop - You already helped me a lot -
My main motivation actually is - that I do not want to spend any time any more thinking on nicotine. (shall i smoke or not - and when? this kind of very important questions:)
I know the first days of quitting you are forced to think of it, even more -
thanks for everyone.