Rob47,
I hope by now you are in bed fast asleep. The last two days have been very rough on me. Some of the hardest craves I've had for a long time. But I'm still here and I know that you will be also. If it helps, I have been very emotional, and it seems as though when I get emotional that makes the cravings worse.
Yes, I have done the deep breathing and I'm sure you have too. I went out to dinner, took a walk, and the cravings are not as bad as they were earlier.
Rob, we both know that this will pass, but when I look at my days I wonder when. I don't post to often about my cravings, why, because I find if I talk about the cravings they get worse. One thing for sure we know that the cravings and withdrawls are not going to kill us, but the cigarettes will.
Believe me you are not alone. I was reading Butterflyswimmer's post, look at her days 225. The longer we stay with this journey the stronger we get and know how to deal with this addiction. We will always be an addict.
We both know the answer, you have to want to quit, more that you want to smoke. We both have to be strong and be determined to stay on this journey. Oh boy, does it get bumpy sometimes.
You know Rob, I bet that every addict in the whole world has made the statement that you made, I know that I have.
[color=Red]Why did I ever start this 30 years ago?????[/color]
Rob I think we all need to invest in a punching bag. And I'm also glad that I live alone..I would pity the poor soul that would have to put up with me.
Hang tough Rob, and hang on tight....
Sunshine
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/7/2006
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[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,635
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $542.5
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