hey, littlesteps.........
I'm a wee bit confused about what you said
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I hated being a smoker and although i wouldn't call myself an ex-smoker yet, I am getting there - help.
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You are either a smoker or not a smoker. If you haven't put a cigarette into your mouth and lit it, you are a [b]non-smoker[/b]
This will be an excellent test for you.......we all have to go thru them from time to time. Yours is just a little bit early for your comfort zone!
If you are really really concerned about the little voices in your head :8o:making you do crazy and insane things, like buy smokes, is there any way to remove temptation?? get rid of your cash and atm/credit cards (just for the evening) or for him to take the car?
Not sure if in your situation this is possible....i.e. if you have kids it's probably not practical, but try to prepare for this evening as best you can.
If all else fails, go to bed. Works for me......
Stay strong........and keep posting/reading. That works too.....
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/19/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 35
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 533
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $236.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 55 [B]Seconds:[/B] 23
