Ok major craving going on right now. About an hour ago it was so bad that I sent my son to my neighbors house to ask for a cigarette...fortunately she was out. Then the battle between M.E. and me started. "It'd be so easy to drive to the store and buy some", M.E. says. "I'd only smoke one and if I need a smoke tomorrow I'd smoke 1 then too". "No", I say to M.E. "Chew the gum". Chewing, chewing, the craving subsides but ohhh I really could just take one drag...no, no, no. Dang it M.E. stop it, go away!!! M.E. says, "who cares if I smell, who cares if I have to start all over, we're not perfect". No, no, no....I WILL NOT SMOKE, I WILL NOT SMOKE, I WILL NOT SMOKE!!