Hi everyone,
Finals are over and I have my meter set for next monday.I'll admit that I'm quite scared of quitting having failed so many times! But I'm trying to remember how good it felt being free and smelling nice, not to mention the lovely treats I could buy myself with all the money I saved!
I'm going to start taking vitamin B & C to help my nervous system, I found that it helped a lot last time. And becasue I'm finished college I have a lot of spare time so I have to sort out some goals for myself to keep my hands and mind occupied. I know that veryone gets quite nervous when the quit date gets closer and I'm toying with the idea of using the patches to make it easier but I've found that I've always done better just going cold turkey. I just wish I wasn't so scared.
What I really should be thinking about is how scared I should be if I keep depending on my crutch. It's even going through my mind to just stop now and I don't know what to do! Part of me wants to but the other part is telling me that I haven't planned anything and I have to see someone tommorrow who is a chimney smoker, which I can't get out of. Ah, I don't know. It's mad how crazy you become battling nico in your head.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] -5
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �0
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 0