Where did the enthusiam go? I was once so tickled about everything.
Yes I love my spring flowers, my new bicycle, the new location of the business I work at. Example: I blew off my last fencing class.
I can't get off the couch once I perch on it. I do the minimal, but
thats all. I can eat chocolate chip cookie by the handfull, then
swear at myself because I'm chubby. What is that vicious circle I am spinning in? I have lost 3 very dear friends. These ladies were my
my precious companions. We shared everything, am I just plain lonely?
So many things to accomplish, no desire to tackle any of them. I just
plant myself in front of the mind eraser (tv) every night. My issues are common, nothing worthy of a movie. Money, health issues, loss of friends and family. It sounds like life to me! But I just can't get my fanny in gear and get things done to improve my situation. Any advise or input, other than "shut up you big baby and get it done?!"
