I just want all of you to know that I have been reading all of the old and new posts for the last 40 some odd days at work to get me through. Sometimes I cry (more times than not) and sometimes I laugh really hard, I am sure my co-workes think I am going crazy, I do. One day I am fine, the next day is like one very LONG day. I tried to quit before and failed, this is the longest I have made it. My husband is trying, but he still is smoking, thats a little hard to deal with. I also have anxiety disorder, which I am sure you know the best cure for that is NICOTINE!! So, I take meds to help with that, but the best medicine has been all of you, and you didn't even know it!! I hope I can get to a point where I am not thinking about smoking 24/7...AAAAHHH, Thanks to all of you. I won't be able to post and thank you all very often, but know that I am always reading and printing and laughing and crying and feeling everything you all do.
Have a good day..I always try to.
Ok, so I can't figure out how this works..but I tried a new conversation, that didn't work...so here I will paste what I wrote.
I just want all of you to know that I have been reading all of the old and new posts for the last 40 some odd days at work to get me through. Sometimes I cry (more times than not) and sometimes I laugh really hard, I am sure my co-workes think I am going crazy, I do. One day I am fine, the next day is like one very LONG day. I tried to quit before and failed, this is the longest I have made it. My husband is trying, but he still is smoking, thats a little hard to deal with. I also have anxiety disorder, which I am sure you know the best cure for that is NICOTINE!! So, I take meds to help with that, but the best medicine has been all of you, and you didn't even know it!! I hope I can get to a point where I am not thinking about smoking 24/7...AAAAHHH, Thanks to all of you. I won't be able to post and thank you all very often, but know that I am always reading and printing and laughing and crying and feeling everything you all do.
Have a good day..I always try to.
I went home last night and cried for almost two hours, came very close to caving, but tooks some meds and watched TV, today seems better, We'll see, I am one that can get my own self worked up over nothing, I think I am my worst enemy.
Just wanted to say Hi and good day to all!! ;)
I have updated my profile three times with pictures and I downloaded the quit meter, it never shows up...whats up with that? I am not good at this stuff. :confuse:
Thanks, It helps to hear somebody else has these days too, I just thought it would be better by day 50. My first 30 were ok, then it started to go downhill. It is my brain working against my own self.
thanks for the response.
Oh my Gosh, thanks so much. Today is day 50 and I too take the B's and St. Johns Wart with it. I thought, if I feel like this for the rest of my life, I will never make it. I am naturally a very bubbly, friendly person that others come to so they can feel better. Not the last two months though. its very hard to act normal at work, like your all fine...then get home and fall apart like a lunatic. You are all so fantastic, you have no idea!! :p
Ok, I got my meter to show up, but what about the profile I created with a cute icon and stuff...can you believe I audit people who use computers? I can't...I keep changing it, clicking update profile and when I go back in, my icon is there but all the other stuff says no again for show age and stuff...oooh, I am getting frustrated. :mad:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]12/6/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 50
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,500
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $187.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 43 [B]Seconds:[/B] 21
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