Twisted Fate
Dear Red,
First of all, where is 'here'? and, when your friends come by and take you out, how do they do it? Is it in a wheel chair? Forgive me if I seem insensitive, but, I am truly curious about your situation. I admit I am at a loss for words. I can only imagine how your life must be. However, I will not do you the disservice of pouring sorrow your way - I would never take away your dignity, in fact I give dignity to you! You know, in the end, we are all only spirit. And, I believe, even while on this earth plane, we can strive to be spirit.
I know, I know, this does not deal with the physical. Do you get massage therapy? This would be a great way to get phyiscal contact. Again, if I am being stupid about your situation, forgive me.
I remeber when I lived in Omaha for a few months, my son lives there. For the life of me, I could not find a bit of beauty in the environment there. Came back to Florida as soon as Spring broke. I need to be enveloped in the beauty of nature. Be surrounded by beautiful things, colors, etc. If I am not, I get sick - feel depressed.
I am a Libra and we need beauty and balance. What sign are you, and, are you close to nature - and, does the beauty of nature give you any solice?
Bye for now,
Maria