Messed up again
It’s incredible what we can learn from each other, we all have the same goal but I’m now starting to realise that we have an extremely individualistic approach to the way we go about it. I’ve got so much to think about it, it didn’t occur to me that I still had phases to go through (how naive is that), I thought that automatically reaching 6 – 7 months would mean puffff, away goes the craving, can’t tell you how disillusioned I am to find it’s not the case!
Yes to all the comments:
smoking won’t change the situation...any situation regardless of the whys and why not’s: battle talk and arms :
suggesting that they would fight -- and win -- on my behalf (can’t tell you how many times I thought these were the magic potions and now I can see they’re not) : Tiana mentioned
weariness and tiring, I am very sure about one thing, I must not give in to this quit this time because I’m convinced that this is my last chance to stop, I believe this because I know that if I give in this time then I won’t have the strength or the inclination to try again.
I’m off to re-read my books, my diary and to calm myself down.
Can’t thank you all enough, 2 days, 51 days, 211 days and over 1000 days.....way to go!
WE CAN DO THIS.
