"There is a saying "Dont judge the book by its cover". Looks like your views are of people who just read the 12 steps off the wall..."
Actually, this comment is rather judgemental, especially when you follow it up with "If it is real deep scar, we in AA recommend they seek concslling (counselling)...." which fundamentally agrees with what I said.
A77734, my point was (and as the poster seems to agree below) that we need to address the underlying drivers of why these triggers exist, understand where ether come from, and not just rely on a specific program to solve the problem, even when the program helps. These drivers have deep historical roots. The fact you see no valid reason for the trigger, yet the trigger exists, should be a strong indication that you need to delve deeper into the fact it happened. Perhaps starting at what you said " I was out with a girl and she was drinking and I guess I wanted to fit in... or maybe be on the 'same level' as her...." is a good place to start. Knowing that this mindset is a trigger unto itself allows you to prepare for it, work through it, and learn to understand it.
Keep us posted on the retreat. I hope it is of great benefit and provides a holistic approach.
All the best,
Dave