Thanks Chris and 3.
No unfortunately I don't have family nearby. My husband should be off of work in about an hour, but he is going to be working on the renovations when he gets home.
I tried to take a bath, but before the water even stopped running is started "MOMMY!" and didn't stop.
I got out and told them there is no way I am taking them out to get valentines tonight and I got a huge raging tantrum from my 7 year old who is still going.
I locked myself in my room, but I don't know what else to do.
I am not craving really, just feel hopeless and trapped like a caged and hunted animal.
I never accomplished anything today and know I'll be paying for it tomorrow. I planned on the pizza thing tonight. I definitely don't want to cook today. That usually sets off another set of "mommy" and tantrums. Why I don't know.
Sometimes I think this would be better in the summer and then I could ship off my kids to the grandparents farm for a week....I know that's just junkie thinking, but it sounds so reasonable when there is chaos all around me.
Tennielle
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 4
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 95
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $14
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 7 [B]Seconds:[/B] 33
