Hi Diva: I think you should be proud of yourself for taking on this challenge. I know that I struggle with holidays or any unstructured time. Weekends, summer holidays, Christmas holidays are tough. Can anyone else relate to this? My husband mentioned last night that he would like to book a cruise for next year and I am already stressing about it. I don't think we give ourselves enough credit for toughing situations out. Often thinking about the upcoming event is harder than participating in the event-all that anticipatory anxiety. Remember that you really are a strong capable person and you have accomplished many goals in spite of your anxiety. I know you will be fine and look forward to reading your success story post! Take care