Hi everybody,
i have missed you all so much!! i am having a week from he**. i wish i would have come here and posted earlier but i just didn't have it in me to do that. i feel like i'm in my first week quit. i have been depressed, moody, irritable and my emotions have been all over the map. for the most part thats all i did this week was work and sleep. right now i do not have any enthusiasm for my quit the way i did in the first few weeks. i think i'm a little backwards in a sense, feeling great the first few weeks and then BAM, get it with hell week! i am definitely in a slump and don't know how to get out. there have been lots of thoughts of smoking, so far i haven't acted on them. in the past when i got to feeling depressed and emotional is when i would hide from the world and any support and would cave, it was inevitable. not this time though, i am through with failed quits and i'm not going to let this one go. i just need a little reassurance. can anyone relate?? i so want to get involved here again with all you wonderful people. even though i haven't been here it all of YOU that have kept me smober. i am off to work soon and i will check in when i get back, i really love this place!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]8/26/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 41
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,640
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $266.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 5 [B]Seconds:[/B] 20
