So in part three I was with how I feed myself, part four seems to be about my self image.
If I can balance it out so that I am feeling okay about my image I can be okay. If I am dwelling in how much I weight, if I am thinking about over weight, under weight, short, hair, teeth whatever it is excrutiating ... if I am okay with exactly how I am I will am usually fine. If I am picking at myself I will for sure be toying with the desire to smoke. This is just information and tells me that I need to be extra gentle with myself. Not to lie to myself and most certainly not to beat myself over the head for what I can do or not. All of this takes time, precious, wonderful and glorious time. AHHH the reworking of a habit, the pieces of a life without nicotine. MMMMMM
Hmmmm Thats were I am today. The desire to smoke has been better, like less than, especially in the last few days and I have not been as stressed as I was.
All kinds of factors and the most important is to stay in the moment, work here in the present doing the best that I can do and leave the rest for leftovers.
No smoking, fewer thoughts of smoking and a lot less tortured.
Cheers
Phillip :)
Oh and by the way PEACE!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 130
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,616
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $975
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 21 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 34 [B]Seconds:[/B] 18