My name is SimpleSong and I've been lurking around this forum for the better part of two weeks now while getting ready to quit. Tomorrow, the Great American Smoke Out day is the day I've chosen to do it! It's been almost 10 years ago that I managed to quit on that day and stayed off cigarettes for about a year and a half that time.
I'm 62 years old and have been smoking since I was 14. I've tried to stop before with varying degrees of success. This time I'm having trouble breathing and really have no choice, but that's not going to make it any easier, I'm sure.
Frankly, I'm scared I'll fail, but I'm just as scared that I'll succeed. I can't really imagine not reaching out and having a cigarette there, even if I mindlessly smoke them. It's such a stupid habit, and I've been wanting to stop for a long, long time but it always seems to get the better of me.
This time I've started taking Bupropion on Sunday, and have been saying affirmations, gathering up behavior modification CDs, and best of all, I've found this forum to post on. Everyone here seems so friendly and sincere that I know it's bound to be a big help.
Please wish me luck!
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 11/16/2006
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[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $0
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