Hey, I was just wondering if anyone else experienced this. I've been finding myself hesitating when it comes to doing something nice for myself. Last night I ran a nice bath and had bubbles but I couldn't relax enough to actually get in. I had an hour long argument in my head about whether or not to book a massage for myself. Money is quite low, and the weather is crap and I've been stuck indoors. Just a voice keeps saying, you don't deserve it or you haven't earned it. At the beginning of the quit I was very generous to myself and probably spent more than I should have but now, its changed and I feel guilty. I've been finding the last few days tough as well so perhaps thats why I feel like this.
I bought myself a herbal calming spray that you spray onto your tongue. Felt crap afterwards at the fact that I need it in the first place! Hell month is nearly over! Bring on hell year! I've been such a crabby devil the last four weeks that it suits me!
Paula
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]2/14/2008
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 28
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 644
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �239.89
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 9 [B]Seconds:[/B] 25
