I'm in my 11th day now. I had a really easy day today until late this afternoon and the cravings came, along with anxiety. I had to remind myself again just why I made the decision to quit. Of course, it was real easy to remember those reasons but then, the phone rang. That phone!! I know, you're getting worried right about now, huh? LOL Not to worry. I didn't smoke, didn't even want one. One of the reasons for my Quit came to life today.
Two years ago my baby girl, she's 23 but still my baby, went through labor and delivered stillborn twin boys. She and her husband went through so much pain, grief, and heartache. I did too as my daughter and I held those lifeless babies in our arms. Since then, my daughter hasn't been able to get pregnant. Lord, I've prayed for it to happen.
Towards the top of my list of reasons it says, "I want to live to see my grandchildren come into the world, I want to feel good and play with them, and I want to be a good example for them."
The phone rang today, it was my daughter, and she's pregnant!!! Yee Hah!!! One of my reasons has literally come to life!!!!!
Should I start to falter....if I start showing any signs of weakness, I'm going to need all of you to stand with me.
I'm going to be a 46 year old granny and I can't wait!!!!
Hugs,
Tutti
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/18/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 11
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 533
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $33
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 7 [B]Seconds:[/B] 26