Hello,
Day 9 and I'm doing ok. No smokes, but I find myself "missing" them a little....ecspecially when I'm bored. My husband is gone to "deer camp" hunting bambi, and once work is completed, the laundry and dishes are done and the kid's are in bed....I find myself wandering around like a lost puppy. You can only drink so much decaf tea in one night, and as much as I love my collie and cat...they are not great conversationalists. Tonight will be busier, I work late and have conferences at my son's school, so that will help. When will we not "miss" them? 6 weeks.....6 months......or 6 years. I see how after a long period of time of being quit, you could talk yourself into buying just one pack because you are sure you can have just one. It is funny how you start to rationalize and argue with yourself (which I'm sure looks quite funny looking in my livingroom window, as I converse and argue with myself with just the cat and dog looking on) As time goes by, and you have a moment of craving a cigerette...the conviction you started with becomes less vivid in your mind because you are trying to distract yourself from thinking about the cancer sticks, and sometimes also because of that, the reason's you are quitting slip to the back of your mind momentarily, and allow's the addicted side of you to sneak in and get a word or two in. "who will know, your home alone...just hop in the car, run up to the gas station and just smoke one...no one will know". But the problem is that I will know....my lungs and body will know. It's not about other people knowing, I had to remind myself that this was my committement, and it didn't matter if nobody would know. I will thousands of times in my life that I will be able to smoke and "nobody" will know....does that mean I will sneak 1,000 cigs...that's not quitting smoking. I am still smoke free...me and all my voices :p, and I'm taking it one craving, one night, one day and one conversation with myself at a time. :blush: Thanks for listening and for all the support!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 11/7/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 9
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 207
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $49.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 57 [B]Seconds:[/B] 31