I have been spending the day reading some of my old posts and a journal I have been keeping the last several years. It has been a so so day. I came across a post that Butterfly Swimmer has and it was a post from someone who posted it to me when a left a month ago. What is strange is when I was reading my old post I sent that to my email today so I could keep it.
Then I started feeling a little stressed, don't know why but just started thinking, which is bad for me. So I came here to read and came across a post from Sharon:
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On day 16 now and I feel all strange today. I feel like I did on day 1 & 2 - all spaced out, tired and I'm also bored with not smoking. That said, I will not smoke today because the thought of starting over makes me feel even wearier.
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Now how strange is that. That is exactly how I am feeling. So I guess if you need help just come here and read. It doesn't have to be current, just read.
What I was trying to do was find out my mind set when I quit and when I went back. These days are a slippery slope for me and I just wanted to see what I posted and what I wrote. I promise not to smoke, I just wanted to see what I had done in the past so I do not repeat it.
That said I hope everyone is have a good day.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/16/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 15
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 157
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $45
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 10 [B]Seconds:[/B] 15
