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Hi Maggie... Thank you for your response. When I mentioned that sometimes I don't take my Risperdal, I should have mentioned that there was a lapse in insurance so I was off it for a while. It sedates me when I am on it, but when I was off of it I got antzy and couldn't sleep. Risperdal is used in bipolar disorder, which I have. My so-called highs aren't happy ones. I end up feeling anxious and on edge and irritable. My depressive side, which I am battling right now is very deep. I am glad you are here to talk to. I know the feeling of just eating, sleeping and watching TV. That's exactly where I am at this point. I live in such a beautiful state, it's breezy and in the 70's right now. I wish I could find the strength to go for a walk. I just want to understand what keeps me sitting around. I obviously know that there are things to enjoy, what posesses me to stay put? :quest: Well I see all of the posts here, and realize there wouldn't be so many if there were answers. I guess I'll sign off for a bit and try to make dinner...toodles
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Hello, San and JMC. Maggiee
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Hi Haasinaz I feel the need to talk now too. I feel alone and unsure of myself, although I'm not alone. You wrote that sometimes you don't take your Resperidol. How come? Is it an "as needed" med? You sound depressed, not wanting to get out of bed. I know how that feels, I've just been eating, sleeping and watching TV. But now I've found this website and can talk. It relaxes me to talk and vent, I don't think it's necessary for you to apologise for venting.
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Hi Michael, I don't think you are blowing this out of proportion at all. You've indicated that you have a host of mental conditions and everything that goes along with major depression. I think this is a very big deal. Sometimes it takes time to find the correct medication, combination of medicines and dosage. I've been on several medications. Some helped but not enough, the dosage is increased another one added. Sometimes it's not a straight and easy path. Please give the meds time, maybe the doctor will change your dosage or add new meds. If anybody thinks your blowing it out of proportion it means they don't understand mental illness. I have it too. I have not worked since 2001. I can drive, but right now things are rough and I'm waiting for a hospital bed. I expect that my meds will be changed. Take care of yourself, the best you can. Maggiee
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Hi San, Thanks for responding. You asked me if my move back to Az has helped me at all. Well this is terrible because after being in Pa. for 7 yrs, I dreamt everyday about moving back here to my home town. Now that I am here I feel guilty that I don't feel alive with happiness and energy. I have three younger sisters and my parents that I missed so much, but all I can think about doing is to stay in bed longer every day. I don't know why I feel like being in the apartment every day. I don't work, I am on disability for my migraines. The headaches I think are all a part of a vicious circle. Emotions causing pain. I take Zoloft for my depression and Risperdal at night. I find the Risperdal to be very sedating, but if I don't take it then I get irritable and anxious. Lovely huh? It's been amazing that something I've always suffered with has gotton so bad. And during such a time in my life that I should be thrilled. I am also married, but my husband doesn't seem to understand what I am going through, like something that just passes. Sorry for all of my venting, it just helps to know that there are others out there that understand.
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Hello Haasinaz and Michael, It sounds like both of you are new to depression. How long exactly? I am dealing with mine for the last 3 months and I agree, Haasinaz, it's helpful when we write about it and keep in touch on a daily basis to have something to look forward to. I have told my friends but somehow it seems like they don't quite get the severity and sense of isolation we feel. What kind of meds are you on? Are you still working? Is the new place better for you? As for you, Michael, yo're not alone. I am not working either. A family member is supporting me right now. I don't feel any major improvement but it's still too early to tell. I've been on Remeron for 7 weeks now, on Lexapro for 2 and I take Klonopin a tranquilizer for sleep. I have trouble getting up in the morning. It's a constant struggle to even eat and shower but keep that in mind and you will feel our solidarity which I find is the biggest motivation for me to leave my bed, knowing there are folks going through the same ordeal. I find meditation useful in keeping a lid on my anxiety. How are you two dealing with your lives everyday? Nice to keep the dialog going. San
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Micheal, You have come to the right place! Please feel free to roam the site at your own pace. If you look to the left of the screen under "TOOLS" you will find our Depression Test. This test is not a diagnostic tool and is not a replacement or substitute for a physician's advice. The purpose of these tests is to prepare you with information that you can present to your physician. When you're finished the test, you can either print your Final Report or email it directly to your doctor. If you have any question or concerns with our site or please contact Support Department at support@depressioncenter.net. We are open to any questions or concerns you may have. Looking forward to hearing from you soon! Melanie __________________________________ The Depression Center Support Team
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Hi... My name is Michael. I'm 31 years old. My life was great growing up. Than I was diagnosed with severe hypothyroidism. Then I began having complex partial seizures, and a host of mental issues including major mood swings, anger issues, and everything that goes with majoe depression. My problem is people think I'm blowing this out of proportion.I can't work...I can't drive...I have no money...And I see no future for me. I can't help wondering if any of this is worth it. I can't see a way out. I've been on Paxal for almost two months and Zyprexa for a week. I'm not improving. Can someone help me? I need a kin in this...someone who knows.
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:) Hi JMC... I am also new to this illness. I am so glad to have stumbled upon this website. Like you, I am new to this illness. I can't read enough information, or absorb enough facts on why I am dealing with this now. But here I am, and realizing I am not alone. That in itself gave me some comfort. Not alone!!! I know you feel like you are in a dark cave right now? One without closeness to a person who "gets it". So I will say, I think i have had this illness all of my life. The tremendous mood swings forever present. I was diagnosed in October of 2004, after dealing with a very demanding boss at work, and then moving across country. I must say at this point I feel alone. I still feel the "stigma" around family and friends. I feel like I need a comforting friend who can talk with me on a daily basis. But still taking meds and psychotherapy are the key....stay on the course of treatment. It does make things better. Also surround yourself with positive things and people. It does get easier, by the more positive things added to your every day. Take Care D
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Hi jmc, How are you doing now? Are you taking any medication? It seems MDD is so different for everybody varying greatly in duration, and severity. It's frustrating to live in the dark and play the antidepressant dart game, trying to hit the target with different brands and doses. I think that those dealing with this hopeless and excruciating illness are true heros/heroines. Good wishes to all fellow sufferers.

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