How did i know that question was going to come Breanne ? lol Yes i feel guilty quite alot of the time now , mostly for my children . I feel that im letting them down all the time . I used to take them everywhere , for fun days out in the park , beach or just for walks with the dog . After getting the panic attacks over two years ago its severley affected everything . Now i am trying i do go out locally just not the long bus rides to the 'exciting' places . How do i live with that hmmm i dont it bothers me alot and i get very down with the guilt . I do try at home with them with playing games , baking and drawing with them but thats not the same is it ?