Good evening everybody. I hope you have all had a good day. I have managed to keep most of my day under control but it is a fight. Leg is hurting some and I fear a bit swollen above my ankle. But then again my legs swell through the day (something else I worry about often). As lay in bed, my mind drifts and starts to worry. I am trying to rationalize my thoughts and not focus on intermittent pain, but it is difficult. I am trying to sleep without a xanax tonight. Even though it helps me go to sleep, it seems I don't sleep more than 2 hours without waking. Its a cycle. I continue to read your posts as well as posts on other sites. I think, wow, everybody is going through something similar, and some very close to what I feel. But then my mind wonders to, but it isn't the same as me. My situation is different. I know, again, this is just me trying to validate what is happening in my mind. Its a struggle. I do one day, hour, minute at a time. What else can I do?
