It seems session 4 and 5 are around the same topics: writing treatment goals and exposure planning. I am still on this sessions, did some exposure work and have been doing small modifications of the initial exposure plans. I think this is normal, as it is said, and I am taking my time to work more on sessions 4 and 5.
I think that developing the skills for working on this sessions would be very useful also on other aspects of life. I always had a problems with writing goals for myself. One of my main difficulties was thinking what I could be doing in the long term, for example in 1 year ahead. I got very frustrated because I couldn't even write objectives for the short term, so 1 year was unthinkable.
Now I am practicing goal setting for a period of 8 weeks with the treatment goals. I haven't been doing exposure work everyday but I did at least 5 exposure activities on the last 2 weeks. What I keep reminding myself is to not get overwhelmed because if it happen I quit doing exposure activities. On the other hand if I keep lazy I do not do any exposure work.
I think the answer is the middle term. This is what I will try to accomplish on the following weeks:
- Do everyday some exposure work even if it is an activity with low anxiety levels
- Review every week treatment goals and exposure plans and modify it according to previous experience
I hope I will start getting better with goal setting. The main challenge for me is to work on the treatment goals without getting obsessed or lazy about them. I have to find the balance needed.