I have noticed a pattern popping up in my life. I find that when I am in a panic I run off in all directions and make silly decisions.
For example: I am not working right now but have been accepted into 2 programs where I will get one on one help with panic, anxiety and depression. So what do I do? I apply for 8 different full time positions instead.
I know full well that working part time is best for me right now. I know that working part time would mean I would get the help that I need.
Why do I keep doing this to myself? It's like I keep on making my situation worse. I know I need a plan.
This was my plan which I got help from Shari to set up.
1. Get help through some organizations.
2. work part time or casual.
3. Build up to full time eventually.
This was a good plan. A great one!
But no, there I go apply for full time work. I interviewed and probably got one of the full time jobs but I know it isn't even right for me lol.
Sheesh. I need to get me on my own side :) Anyone else panic and run around like a chicken without a head?
Sunflower
