Yes Vincenzia the second cup of coffee was a mistake today on top of not eating, I felt stronger and better after I ate and took my pill and did some box breathing. I do not know what got into me today? My nurse told me I could still conceive in peri-menopause and even if the occasion was very rare the last few months the fact that I am a week late it worries me! Pregnancy at my age would be a disaster, I do not know why these scary thoughts keep coming in my head? I try chasing them and then accepting them sometimes it helps, just hoping it was a bad day and tommorow will be better and calmer for me, my goal.
Oh Davit I am so sorry about you're hand! I feel bad about my complaining and you are going through pain! Did you cut you're hand? how did it happen? I have gotten stitches, no fun, are you taking something for pain? That is rough about the blackout I hope you're power is back on, I guess you are ready for a nice long nap, that helps me, a couple hours of relief, I hope you are feeling better, I will try yelling at the symptoms, I hate them and they do NOT belong in my body!!
The good positive news is, and I know you like too hear this, is that after I ate and my pill I went grocery shopping and walked my dog, and even went to the video store to get a game for my son! farther than I have been in awhile, I am glad the evening was a little better than the day, I was able to function leave the house and get something done. I hope you're weather improves, we are going to have a cold front, and I am glad I am ready for brisk cool weather. I will try to be more assertive tommorow Davit and not let the thoughts and fears take hold like they did today. I want to go upwards and recover.
