Hi Jazzmynn,
I can't even compare my story to yours, as I've only started experiencing anxiety and panic symptoms recently (only since July), but I am the kind of person who doesn't like taking pills, particularly the kind of pills that have a load of side effects and are potentially addictve. I do realize that there are circumstances where there is no other option than to take pills, but I also strongly believe that for anxiety and panic, even if the pills migt help, they only helpin the short run, more than that, they don't solve the problem, but rather mask it.
I might be wrong, but I attribute some of the problems I have had lately to withdrawal from oxycodone (some horrible headaches that would not respond to any OTC pain killer, when I've rarely had headaches before),and from ativan (pins and needles in my arms and legs, muscle cramps and aches, and a bunch of panic attacks - it felt like my body was asking me for more ativan). I've taken oxycodone as needed for about 2-3 weeks, and ativan, also as needed for about 6 weeks (during the 6 weeks I had a 2 week period when I took 0.5 mg daily, then I started experiencing the above mentioned symptoms).
Now I am forcing myself not to take any pills (aside from some vitamin and supplements) but I also realize that everyon is different and it's hard to make general statements in instances like this.