i don't have anyone that can help. i reallyw ant to talk to someone right now but I cannot call anyone. None of the people in my life know what I am struggling with and it is too complicated to be able to explain to any of them. They would not understand. theyare all of the opinion that people who whine aobut their childhood are whiners, and they don't believe that people can be traumatized and they don't understand what trauma is or what it does to a person. I just feel alone.