Thank you Sunny and Davit and Hugs,
I am hoping it was just a bad case of gas, through can that radiate to your jaw and neck and back? I did walk the dogs last night, both of them on each arm and they were pulling a lot, I am trying to "find" reason or unscary reasons for the intense pain and I hope and pray it does not return, it felt so much like a heart attack and I am still very shaky, I even cried which I had not done in days, I have not panicked yet, which is good and positive, the thought of going to ER, twelve hours after the fact and getting hooked up to all the machines sends dread through me, and I did it last year and they found nothing wrong.
But of course with my thoughts I keep thinking heart attack or blood clot in the lung or something terrible, the pain was very bad and scary, heart problems run in my family and everyone died from it which does not help my nerves, I am trying to breathe and relax and NOT to worry it will come back, I have been walking every night, eating healthy and keeping my cigarettes down to 5 or 6 a day, I would love to go cold turkey on the cigarettes but that causes a lot of anxiety, the doctor said to keep it down to a few a day which I try, but I would love to quit. If I did have a heart attack could they tell now? Can gas and indigestion cause horrible terrible pain that radiates everywhere? I did eat more than I usually do yesterday, I am trying to find harmeless reasons. I have fought this panic so bad and I do not want to have this episode push me back, and fearing a heart attack everyday would do it, I dont even have heart attack symptoms when I panic, more trembling, shaking, crying, breathing fast and light headed, not pain like early this morning. I pray it does not return, it knocked the wind out of me and brought back such fears, I have to try to get past this and hope my heart is alright.