Well, today was a very busy day... so perhaps it will have an impact, then again the impact could be nothing at all. How can we possibly know??? My granddaughter was dedicated to God today in her parents' church... so I would like to think that will remain important for the rest of her life, not to mention the next five years. Additionally, dh and I attended an SOS (Survivors Outreach Services) meeting for the first time since M died. This has to be some sort of landmark... perhaps a turn toward living again???? I dunno... but I think so. Perhaps five years from now (because of this meeting) we will be able to assist other families surviving the loss of their soldier...