just ducky, Hi I think i can understand where you are coming from, I am mostly pacic free, until I start to get anxious about something, for me ,I have to move within the next couple months so I have had more panic attacks now than ever, I think whats important is that You don't make a decision based on anxiety. You need to be in a calm state , if possible to make major decisions. Hope that helps and if you beleive in a higher power that helps too. jaybe
