Thanks everyone for your kind wishes, Dizzy and Davit thats sounds like a great explanation and i think you are correct and it definately has taught me something, the doctors did right my meds up on the Friday afternoon and i will make sure i do so in future, i thought they may have to inject me with it as i could not keep anything down.
Ashley,
I have learnt that i never want that tube down my throat again and to try not to panic over the inknown as it is out of my control anyway
M - thanks honey i missed being here also and all my wonderful supportive friends x
Debi