Hi Uncle Davit and Dizzy,
I'm posting this here because what happened to me was in the early morning today, and I'm not sure if it was anxiety or not. You'd think by now I'd have that down pat! haha.
I woke up around 5 am, rolled over, opened my eyes and the room was spinning. I sat up, and it continued to spin. I closed my eyes, and laid back down...it went away. I woke up hubby,(ofcourse!) ha... then I sat up again and opened my eyes... it was fine... eventually I fell back to sleep, only to wake up and have it happen again, but only for a few seconds.
The first time I used my questioning negative thoughts, ( to squash the I 'm having a stroke thoughts..to "maybe its a flue") and it worked quite easily.. I kept telling my self it could be anything, nothing serious...otherwise I'm ok....etc... but the second time it was harder to get a grip on my anxiety. It took me ALOT of self-talk to calm down, to be "concerned " but not "worried". For a few hours I was continuously on the lookout for anything abnormal in my sight.
Thankfully I'm off today, and after these episodes this morning I have been fine ....I handled it way better than I would have previously, but not as well as I would like. I'm not "cured" yet I guess.
So Uncle Davit, my anxiety expert (and anyone else with any thoughts on this) What do you think? Was it anxiety? I 've had lots of physical sensations before., but they have all been pretty much the same..heart pounding, sweats, extreme fear, none of those happened this morning....just my eyes were seeing things spin in my bedroom, like my nightlite, and my nightstand, my alarm clock was kind of floating.....so strange for me....I thought by now my pattern of anxiety was pretty much "settled"....Maybe my SSRI can change how I feel during an attack? Or maybe its just "one of those things" ...? I didn't get up to take my BP, it could have been that I guess.
On a positive note, I am at the space in my head where I am "concerned", like anyone would be, but not "worried", well, ok, a tad worried, but am able to cope. I'd rather think of the positive than the negative.
When are going to have your knee operated on? I'm sending out those prayers for you. You will come through fine, and be all the better for it! I just know it.
Take care,
Juanita