I'm really appreciating all the support that I've been given already, thank you very much to everyone who has replied to me. It's been somewhat of an odd day. I had a bit of a negative beginning, feeling too much cramping, I felt negative and something was just 'wrong'. I was talking to my mother, and was becoming ridiculously agitated, and constantly acting exasperated towards her attempts at communicating with me. It's certainly not PMS related, although at the same time, I believe it is hormonal related, perhaps my body is really taking a blow due to the sudden "Holy crap where did the testosterone I survived on for so many years go?!" effect brought on by this highly-potent drug.
So I was literally at a loss of what to do. My body was cramping, feeling painful, I was lethargic, angry, distressed, and depressed.
Had some food. And felt better despite the physical pain and the general down-low feeling remaining around.
Then I found the most amazing, most ridiculous thing to have ever happened to me so far in this. I had a yummy bar of chocolate. Dairy Milk. The moment it hit my stomach, my whole body came into tune. My acheing lifted, a smile grew across my face again, the lethargy died out. And amazingly, past all that, I haven't had a nightly episode of panic and anxiety attack happening.
How about that? All that worry and pain, to find out that a little bit of chocolate helped me out.
I suppose that all this is a chemical imbalance, and the issues will soon disappear as I travel forther into my treatment for my issues. I will stick around, to give updates, and to take advice. I really appreciate the support I've already been offered. :)
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