It seems like yesterday when I first encountered my first panic attack. I was on the go train on my way to university for an exam. As calm as I was, I noticed the shortness of breath, and feeling of being light headed, shaking, heart palpitations and etc. All I could think about was to drink water. I wanted to cry. I wanted to get out of the train as soon as I felt myself break my first sweat. During that time, I was still in my abusive relationship and I just got into my first car accident a month prior. Smoking cannabis was no longer an option for me... I stopped months before it happened.
Now, it seems that my panic attacks are more triggered on transit such as trains, buses, and subways. I feel trapped and claustrophobic... especially during the rush hour commute. I don't know how I am on planes yet (since I haven't ridden the plan since my panic attacks started, but I really used to enjoy planes as much as I nejoyed buses and trains). It is hard for my to ride rollercoasters just in case I want to get out.
Since I haven't ridden trains, buses, and subways for 3 months now, it seems that my panic attacks are now shifted and triggered by food than transportation. I don't know what has happened to me, but it seems that now, I am anxious when it comes to eating food. I limit my food intake because I have this paranoia that I am allergic to everything! You name it such as crackers, chocolate, pasta, chips, even medicine etc. That having high food intake will trigger my panic attack. Perhaps it was because I had an allergic reaction to something several months ago, and the doctor did not figure out what I was allergic to. Though, I had hives all over my body and I couldn't breathe (though, I figured, I couldn't breathe because I was panicking rather than because of my allergy). I want this to stop!
Please help.
My sister and brother are nurses, and theyve been telling me that the allergy reaction I had when I got rushed to the hospital was due to something else when I went camping.. not FOOD. And they have informed me that it was unlikely that I have allergies towards food or else we would have discovered it by now. Even though their information are very promising... it did keep my head out of the whole paranoia about food. But again, the paranoia ended up coming back.