Well, I was doing fine on the drive to my 1st day back at work, until I began feeling like nauseous. I thought I wasn't going to make it. I ran into the building vomitted and began shaking uncontrollably. I went into my boss's office where he and another colleague helped me to remember to breath and reminded me that I am supported. They gave me other options as my fear was feeling I'd be around people ALL DAY LONG! We came up with another option where I would be by myself in an office working on a project and we could start with a couple hours at a time if that's what I needed. The thought of this calmed me down. The feeling of being nauseous never went away, but I stayed for about 3-4 hours. Although, I didn't stay the entire day I feel that I broke down a wall that was preventing me from going to work. I will go back to work tomorrow and I'm not terrified of it. I feel that I really accomplished something today. It feels awesome!
