It seems that way, but I'm scared all the time. I used to be so capable, had the same job for years, took care of a family and its all gone. Ive never been without a job and its hard to find one. I really wish this could go faster. I want a life again. I miss my kids, cant go back to them until im better. This has gone on for a long time and they have been through a lot with me.
