Hello, I'm new to this as well. I stumbled across this site, by pure luck. I've been having anxiety/panic attacks for just the past month. I've been to the ER two times. First time cause I did not know why I felt so strange all over. The second time, because the sensations were bad. I believe this was my first full blown panic attack. I really do understand that I can come to no harm from the sensations, but it is still scary and I catch myself second guessing myself all the time, which only increases the anxiety. I do have the fear of leaving the house, but I do it all the time because I don't want my husband to know how bad I feel. I don't like the feelings I experience when I know I have to go somewhere and I don't like the feeling that i'm going to pass out when I'm there, but the truth is I survived each time. As soon as I pull back in my driveway, alot of the worst sensations are gone, but I'm exhausted. I hate waking each morning because the sensations are instant. I get very panicky in the mornings. This seems to be my worst time. There has not been a day that went by for the last month that I have felt normal. I'm a stay at home mommy to a 17 month old boy. I have a girl who is 9 that is in school. When my baby is taking a nap and hear him waking I get a sense of panic. When I know it's time for my daughter to come home from school i get a sense of panic. I cry alot. It seems to help to just cry it off. I'm in counseling and have only had 3 sessions to date and I wonder how can this help me? I saw the psych. for the first time and I left feeling hopeful. He prescribed me Luvox. I'm only on my 4th dose so it's too soon to tell if its working. I almost feel worse since I started taking it but I read somewhere that it is common to feel worse at first, but the outcome is well worth it. I take alprazolam which is the smallest dose available and i noticed it is not working effectively anymore. I have a bad fear of taking the meds as I do not want to take anything that can harm me. Maybe I should have never found the drugs website. I know I should trust the doctor, but I still get nervous about the meds. Anybody else feel this way?