ok i found the appropriate thread for what i need to say. And i want to thank Angel for starting it!I was too embarassed to start a thread bmyself! Thank goodness for the search function and for Angel!
Well my problem with being let's say intimate with my husband is not just lack of mood. Sometimes when my anxiety is down, the mood could come over me but then I get really scared! That is because the physical arousal or the act itself of being intimate had physical senstions that remind me of panic attacks (sweating feeling hot, fast heart-beat, breathing different....) And that freaks me out!. It is also the problem i have with just plain exercising.
And I feel bad because my poor husband is being very patient and he doesn't ever ask for anything in this area he is very respectful of that but I am afraid i have not been able to attend to any of his needs for well since december at least! I feel so bad for him. Plus, before the relapse i did like having sex with him! so i miss it. I also miss the intimacy that comes with it!
Anyway, any advice or whatever on this would be appreciated... Thanks /blush
-Diva
