HI EVERYONE, WELL I BEEN ON MY HOLIDAY FOR 3 WEEKS I WAS REALLY SCRAED THAT I WOULD HAVE A MAJOR PANIC ON THE PLANE AS MY ANXIETY ALWAYS MAKES ME FEEL FAINT BUT I FLEW ALL THE WAY THERE WAS A LONG FLIGHT AND ENJOYED IT I HELD MY HUSBAND HAND MOST OF THE WAY MIND YOU BUT WAS FINE, HOWEVER THE NEXT DAY I FELT TERRIBLE FAINT AND NOT WITH IT, WAS EXTREMLEY TIRED, JEG LAG, TIME DIFFERENCE ETC AND WAS OUT EVERYDAY ALL DAY WALKING AND SEEING THINGS ETC AND HAD THE GIRLY STOMACH ACHE AND FELT OUT OF MY COMPFORT ZONE SO FAR AWAY FROM HOME SO THE FIRST WEEK WAS VERY EMOTIONAL AND I DID'NT ENJOY IT SO MUCHA S I FELT BAD BUT THEN WE TRAVELLED AN OTHER 8 HOURS TO GO STAY WITH FRIENDS IN ANOTHER COUNTRY FOR 2 WEEKS AND AFTER A COUPLE OF DAYS RELAXING A BIT I CHILLED OUT AND FELT 99 PER CENT BETTER MORE LIKE AT HOME STAYING WITH THEM NOT HAVING TO GO OUT FOR DINNER AND BREAKFAST EVERYDAY WAS A RELIEF FOR ME THEN WE WENT OUT AN ABOUT EVERY DAY DOING LOT OF THINGS AND WALKING AND I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF, I GOT MORE NERVOUS ABOUT FLYING HOME AS THE WEATHER WAS BAD AND THERE WAS A HURRICANE WHICH I GOT THE FRONT END OF WE WERE WARNED IT WOULD BE A BIT BUMPY AND IT WAS MOST OF THE WAY A FEW TIMES BAD, I WAS SCARED OF IT WAS DID NOT HAVE A PANIC ATTACK SO ALL IN ALL I FEEL PLEASED WITH MYSELF, AS THIS WAS A HUGE THING FOR ME SO I KNOW THE FIRST 10 DAYS WHERE NOT GREAT BUT I KIND OF EXPECTED IT IN A WAY WE ARE THINKING OF GOING BACK NEXT YEAR BUT WILL JUST STAY WITH OUT FRIENDS I FEEL LIKE THAT IS AN ACHEIVEMENT TO SAY THAT.
I REALLY WANTED TO TALK TO YOU GUYS DURING THAT FIRST 10 DAYS AS I NEEDED SOME HELP AND REASSURANCE BUT HAD NO WAY OF BEING ABLE TO SO HAD CARRY ON AS BEST I COULD BUT I DID IT.
