I am sorry you are depressed Gina I know that feeling very well. Is it raining there? Its raining here and gloomy. I was in bed all day unable to get up because I was so darn dizzy, I dont know where that came from, I am usually dizzy a little every day but today was all day real bad. I wish you husband would take you in his arms and hug and kiss you, they do not understand. Hugs, Debbie.